Never Satisfied - (juice from the gut of my new story)

Here is my holiday gift to all of you. A snippet from my new book Never Satisfied. You know the rules. If you like it, pass it around, if not write me. Smile.

Books & Blessings,

Never Satisfied - Chapter 14

That night when Rahsaun walked through the door with another piece of luggage, I was waiting for him in the family room. Dressed in my sweats and sneakers, I was prepared for a fight. I fought against the urge to attack him. I remained calm as I watched him place his bag on the floor and remove his coat. He headed towards the kitchen without acknowledging me and started rummaging through the refrigerator.
“Do you feel like chicken or steak for dinner?” He shouted from the kitchen.
“Neither. Just a salad.” I replied.
“You can’t keep starving yourself, Charisse. It’s not good for the baby.”
My heart dropped. I could not believe what I had just heard.
“What baby?” I stammered as I walked towards the kitchen.
“I am not stupid! I know you are pregnant. I followed you and Nadia to the doctor’s office. Why else would you need to see an OB/GYN? Why would you hide this from me? Were you planning to kill my baby?”
“Your baby?”
“Why are you trying to get me upset? Stop with the stupid act. I know you are carrying our baby. Listen, I promise to get help if you promise to keep the baby. Please, Charisse. I know you are not happy and I know it’s my fault. I will do whatever you want if you promise me you will not kill my baby.”
An abortion was the last thing on my mind especially since this was not his baby. Still, my heart wanted to chance his words and actions. Maybe, he would change. But, what about Nadia and Rodney? I made a promise to Rodney that we would be friends and I broke that one. I also promise Nadia that I would end this relationship with Rahsaun. Besides all that, this was not his baby. How would he react when he found out the truth. I could not deal with that.
“Rahsaun, I understand that you gave up your whole life for the kids and me but this is not what I wanted. We need to take a step back. I don’t want what happened to Rodney and me to happen to us.”
I was lying through my teeth but I figured he would handle rejection better if I made it seem like I was doing it for us.
“Charisse, I don’t think that’s the solution. We need to work through our issues instead of running away. Especially now.”
“What about now? Children should be raised in a loving home. There is no love in this home. You have my kids scared to be kids. Dammit, this is their house and they are scared to walk outside their rooms. No, Rahsaun this is not working. Now or ever.”
“Are you kicking me out?” He asked as he stepped closer to me.
“I think it would be best for both of us.”
“I see! Now that the business is rolling and I own nothing you feel you don’t need me! What about how I feel? I need you, Charisse. I am not going anywhere. Do you hear me?”
“Rahsaun, you have to go. I will give you until the end of this week….”
“I don’t give a damn if you give me until the end of the month. I am not leaving and you are going to have to just deal with that.”
“Alright, well if you don’t want to leave, I will.”
Swiftly, Rahsaun stood before me and grabbed my arm.
“You are not leaving this house either!” He demanded as he stared into my eyes.
“Rahsaun, this is what I am talking about.”
“You brought this on yourself. Now, call Rodney and tell him to keep the kids. You and I are going to start a new life.”
“The hell we are! Rahsaun you are crazy if you think that I am going to let you control me another day.”
“As I see it Charisse, you have no other choice.”
Rahsaun went into his bag, dragging me along the way and retrieved a shiny black 9mm and placed the cold steel against my neck.
“Now we can continue living the rest of our lives like a happy family or …”
Rahsaun never finished his sentence but I understood completely.
“Rahsaun, what are you doing?”
He never answered. Rahsaun retreated to the kitchen and continued fixing dinner with the gun sitting on his waist.
I thought about bolting out of the door but fear kept me captive.
“Steak or chicken?” His deep voice startled me.
“Chicken.” I replied.


Never Satisfied Copyright©2009 - Danette Maroney

Happy Holidays

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See you in 2010!

Hiatus

Sorry I haven't been giving you your weekly dose of sexual liberation. I am taking a brief hiatus to work on my book. I will be back shortly. Write me in the meantime and let me know whats been going on with you and your quest to sexual liberation!

Lady Diva

Off the top of my Head.

From the desk of Lady Diva

Okay, I hope that everyone had a safe and happy Thanksgiving. I sure did. I cooked it up with all the trimmings. You would have thought I was born in the South. I can't wait for Christmas. Now that is my holiday!!! 'It's the most wonderful time of the year!!!' The only thing that I am going to miss is the New York hustle and bustle of holiday shopping. But to all my New Yorkers out there, please visit Times Square and take a few pics for me. I would appreciate it.

Anyway, back to business! This is going to be short. Is it wrong for a woman to love woman on woman sex? I know a young lady that enjoys woman and woman sex but is ashamed to admit it. She got so defensive when I agreed that is was erotic. She was, "Oh no, I mean me and my man be tripping on it but it don't turn me on." Please!! She know that was the best sex she ever had after she and her "man" watch a few flix or pix. I know for me and my man that is the beginning of something hot about to happen.

Now, I am not going to push the issue for men to enjoy gay porn. But ladies, if you haven't tried it, try it. I love watching and then trying some of the tricks and turns in my bedroom. Funny thing, my best friend was the first to turn me on to gay porn but I wasn't fond of the guy/guy films. Before that, I just didn't watch porn period. Then one lonely day I wanted to know what all the fuss was about around this "SQUIRTING." My man talked about it and I just knew if I was going to turn him out for good I had to learn. Well, I didn't learn how to squirt but what I did learn was that I got turn on from watching Ms. Jada Fire play with herself and squirt all over her partners. Then I started scoping out more info on the web and came across some girl/girl videos and the rest is history.

Honestly, opening up to my man about my fetish was not easy initially because I didn't want to start and insecurities but I am glad I did. Now I can openly and honestly enjoy my porn with him and BABY it's the best sex EVER!!!!!

So for all my undercover sisters that are scared to venture that side of freaky, trust me when I say nothing has felt more free than being open with your partner about your fetish. You never know what he will surprise you with. If he isn't accepting of your sexual nature, than he does not fully accept you.

As always love, happiness and GREAT SEX!!!

Lady Diva

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I felt this week would be our safe week. Initially, I thought not to post at all. However, I do want to ask you all one question? What are you most thankful for so far? I can be more than one thing. Let me start this off. I am most thankful for my health (good or bad - I am still living to talk about it), my support system (my family - again good or bad), my son (Mr. Magnificent), my boyfriend (thick or thin - we in it together), and my talents (writing, leadership, and so on).

So, use this forum to express your thanks!

We wish you a very happy and blessed holiday!!!

What will it take to be Completely Satisfied?

From the desk of Lady Diva

Ok, so we have explored almost all the avenues of sexual satisfaction. But, with all that said, will you ever be completely satisfied? I am asking this in regards to 2 things that have come to mind. The word Nympho and Cheaters. Why label a sexually expressive person a nympho? And how far is too far before it's considered cheating?

I am not trying to start any problems in anyone's relationship but if your partner is dissatisfied sexually, is it fair to keep them from fulfilling their desires? I think so. Why label them nymphos and then call them cheaters for seeking pleasure elsewhere. True, they are cheaters to themselves if they continue to deprive themselves of the fulfillment they crave. It is human nature to seek the sweet release from sexual stimulation. Yes, it can be addictive and just as any addiction can be control. So why must we label a human with a high sex drive a Nympho? So what do we call all those that don't desire sex as much? How about we just stop the labeling and accept that although we are all made to be different we are all perfect in our own ways. And if you can not handle all that I am giving, maybe its not meant to be. As they say, there is always somebody for everybody. Shape up or ship out.

And cheaters, how far is too far? I know intercourse down right draws the line. But before intercourse, what are the things that should be considered innocent, if such a thing. Is kissing cheating? Talking? Hanging out? For me, it's that exchange of intimacy. There can be intimacy before intercourse. When you develop an emotion, not just an attraction, but a need to be with that person, you have gone too far. I can deal with a kiss, a hug and an innocent conversation or two. But intimacy, sharing secrets and private thoughts are cause for breaking up. I know they are plenty that may disagree and I welcome your thoughts. What is too far for you? Also, can you accuse someone of cheating if you are not giving them what they need to be satisfied? Have you checked your head game? What about your freaky side? Are you embarrassed to express your fantasies?

People listen before we go out there thinking we are ready to complicate out lives with relationship be sure you know who you are and what you are looking for. People are too willing to accept anything and then start name slinging when they become dissatisfied with who their partner has become when all the while they are who they always were.

Talk to me. I need to know what's on your mind.

Hugs, Kisses and Sweet Bliss,

Lady Diva

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SEXUAL FANTASIES - Let's live our dreams and satisfy our DESIRES!!

From the desk of Lady Diva...

So...How has your week been? Sorry I am a little late with this week's post but I figured an extra few days to read then re-read last week's blog on Oral Sex may be a good thing for some. I have more responses from women than men on that one. Men complain about not receiving Oral sex but when I put it out there, [men] have ABSOLUTELY nothing to say in return. Tsk, tsk! Anyway, we are moving forward; Fantasies --- Sexual fantasies. Let's satisfy our desires.

For a long time, I sought to fulfill each and every fantasy of mine as they came to mind. However I have yet to achieve my newest fantasy: go to a Swingers club. That's right friends, I want to see first hand the lifestyle that has come to light and recruits new members in groves.

One of my very first fantasies was to kiss a girl. However I was not brazen enough to go after it like I did all the others thereafter. Yet, I did live the fantasy and I liked it.

The same as most of you who are secure in your sexuality and seek to explore every new avenue, I wanted to have sex in the great outdoors. Still young and in my experimental stage, I conquered this fantasy and added it to my favorites IMMEDIATELY!

As the years progressed the thrill level of each fantasy increased and enjoyed the satisfaction of each adventurous accomplishment. But I have found myself in stand-still when it comes to chasing my latest and greatest fantasy of visiting a swingers club.

A few years ago a friend of mine asked me to visit one with him. Now as much as I love the excitement of sex in front of strangers, I was not big on watching others have sex. Therefore, I became apprehensive of actually going through with it. Yes, I admit I was not a fan of porn. Lol. Go figure.

Again to overcome this fear like all others I had to question what was holding me back. At first I felt as if it was my lack of excitement that would cause my significant other to resort to porn, I even had a brief lack of self-esteem thinking that I was not pretty or bootylicious. I got over the self esteem issue quick though because I knew I want lacking in the looks or booty departments. Leaving me to look into my bedroom performance. Now I have never had complaints but I knew there was more I could be doing to keep him from those damn videos so my last resort was to watch and learn.

Once that spark ignited inside me, it was on. I wanted to watch them with him, practice until perfect then start something new. Somehow in the mix of all this I began to desire more. Yet, I couldn't put my finger on what exactly I was looking for until I read "Erotic City" by Pynk. Her vivid descriptions of the swinger lifestyle awoke that inner freak in me. It was then I knew that I had to visit a swingers club. The thrill of watching a live porn, seeing the excitement bulge in my man's pants then finishing the job was the "umph" I needed to reach the next plateau. So we did and research and are making plans to make the most out of this new adventure.

This is not an invitation for anyone to live on the wild and dangerous side. As always keep it safe. I do urge you to fulfill those inner desires, enrich your relationship with your partner and yourself for that matter. If your fantasy is to be experimental, start simple. Some yet going for the full Monty and skip the baby steps necessary to achieve total enjoyment. You must first learn to love sex before you can love being experimental. Be confident in yourself and your sexuality. This alone will intensify each encounter.

As always live your dreams, love yourself, have sex and be happy.

Hugs & Kisses!!
Lady Diva

*******Attention***********

This weeks blog will be a little late. Please be patient as I am compiling the juiciest blog of them yet. I hope t have it up by tomorrow afternoon the latest.

Again, thank you for your continuous support. We look forward to hearing from you.

Hugs and Kisses!!

Lady Diva

ORAL SEX - DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU!!!

From the desk of Lady Diva

Hello again my faithful friends. I see our last blog raised a lot of eyebrows as we have had plenty of responses. Both positive and negative, I appreciate them all. (Even though I believe the negative ones were just to play devil's advocate.) For all the nay-sayers I say this, you can't knock it until you try it. I understand those with concerns of disease (STD). However, if you have seen one (penis or vagina) you have seen enough to say, "Hmm this does or does not look right." Remember ONS and BC are not the reasons why STD's spread, Ignorance is.

This week we are delving into the world of Oral Sex; fellatio, cunnilingus, giving-head, going down, blow job, eating cooch. No I will not be teaching the proper techniques, LOL. I am getting into the most famous argument at hand. Why does it seem like a chore for some to reciprocate?

I mean, geesh, why does it seem like its alright for me to get down for mine but have to beg for him or her to go down for theirs? As long as your hygiene is tight and the package is pretty, what's the problem? Brothers, now you complain all the time that there are some females that will not give head but have you checked yourselves. Ladies, this includes you too. Keep it clean and trimmed. Wild bush is not attractive.

Unfotunate for some, we do live in a give to get world. Void are the days of romance and foreplay. Some of us want the excitement in the bedroom, show your true freaky side. I want to know if you (give head, eat cooch) like if its you last meal or are you the type to play around with it, complain that it makes you sick or front like you know what you doing but really don't.

We need to be upfront with our partners and ourselves. If you are down to go the whole-nine-yards then it should be a no-holds-barred when we get in the bedroom. Ladies, if you wanna keep your man, even if you don't want to admit it, you may need to learn a tongue trick or two. Remember, what we won't do someone else will. Really, what is holding you back besides the occasional sweaty testes.

Men, you are not off the hook. Just the same, you may want to learn a trick or two for your ladies. We can and will find satisfaction. Some may find it with themselves, some with another man that doesn't mind or even a woman. It is not that uncommon for a woman to find sexual healing in another woman. If you don't believe it, look around you.

Don't fool yourself into thinking your sex-game can't be replaced. Besides the toys and things we all keep hidden in the treasure chest, there is always someone around the corner waiting for their moment to slide or should I say, SLURP right in!

Just as much as we may hate the sound of Oral Sex, it is hear to stay and we have to grow to love it! Yes, love it. When you love it, Oh it shows. I believe in one good turns deserves another. When my man puts it down, I believe he deserves a reward and the sex thereafter will scream, "ENCORE, ENCORE!!!"

Now, if oral sex is not your thing by all means you are entitled to your beliefs, opinions whatever. But do not expect more than you are giving. Also, do not start something that you do not plan to keep up. False appearances, or as we say fronts, happens all the time but when it comes to sex this is a no-no! Do not empty the bag of goodies on the first day and then slack thereafter. Each day should continue to be promising of more treats to come. If you feel you have exhausted all you treats, hell pull out an old one, polish it off and put a different spin on it.

Sex, in any shape, form or fashion is and always will be the glue for any relationship. Keep your relationship tight by keeping your mind open to different techniques to keep your bedroom EXCITING!!! (Especially if you plan on keep them for the long haul! SMILE!!)

As always, I am looking forward to your questions, comments and concerns. Talk to me!

Live, Love and Laugh!!

Lady Diva

One Night Stand -VS-Booty Call

From the Desk of Lady Diva

First and foremost, I would like to say thank you to all those who have visited Give It To Me Right!, became a follower and/or member on our Facebook group and reached out to give us your feedback. Due to the influx of compliments and encouragement, we are back with more juicy topics in the realms of sex, love and relationships.

Last week we focused on the first simple form of guilt free sex, MASTURBATION. This week we have chosen to focus on her step-sisters, One Night Stand and Booty Call. Those of you who have experienced either understand what I mean when I say they are just other forms of masturbation. Just like masturbation, we turn to One Night Stands and Booty Call to cure our need for an immediate, no strings attached orgasm.

The One Night Stand was once considered a single night theater performance. Still holding true to its meaning, it is still a single night performance between two (or more - hell the more the merrier, right?) individuals. One good sexual encounter between (almost) strangers for the sole purpose of a intimate release. There are those that look down on the One Night Stand (ONS) and may consider it pointless. (As if being able to release sexual frustration could ever be pointless.)

As with all other good things, there is always some kind of snafu. In this instance, its in the form of question. Is it possible for anyone to enter into these type of arrangements and stay committed to the No Strings Attached (NSA) rule? More so, can we have sex and not catch feelings?

My partner feels it is safer to stick with the good ole imagination. She says she has multiple ONS in her mind with the man of her dreams. She feels that its the safer way to play, no feelings and no worries. Like most, she believes no one can walk away from an ONS or Booty Call (BC) untouched. However, she is not against either. She just feels is a battle of mental strength.

I, on the other hand, have never, ever had a problem separating my emotions and walking away, head held high and fully satisfied. ONS are for those, who at times, do not desire a relationship but still crave the passion of intercourse. Yes, similar to a BC however, ONS does not have a second night encore performance whereas a BC can and most likely does.

ONS & BC, no matter the difference have one rule in common, it must be understood by both participants in order for it to work properly. False promises are not necessary nor appreciated. Individuals would much rather be told upfront what the situation is than harboring hard feelings down the line for being misled into thinking it would blossom into more. (HINT, HINT BROTHERS...SISTERS WANT OPTIONS!) But for the most part ONS are only considered by one and the other is unaware. After the sex, the dates, phone calls and all other sweet preludes cease. No need to continue to maintain the front, the job is done.

WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW:
ONE NIGHT STANDS ARE NOT THE SAME AS BOOTY CALLS.

ONS stands are never with the same partner. I know many that are a fan of the ONS. As long as their desires are met, they're GREAT!!! I have had both a ONS and a BC. As a matter of fact, at one time I had a serious fear of relationships and lived by the motto, "one and done." I couldn't and didn't want to deal with he day after "clinginess". You know the type that cries, "But we had sex!" when you cut them loose. Now I am not saying a sister has a Kat made of platinum, but this one brother got a taste and it was hell to shake him loose. So in fear of making the same mistake, I made a pact with a friend to be my BC. And we remained that way for 5 years. He was like a best friend. Our relationship was never complicated, we confided in each other and developed a different kind of love for one another. He was there when I needed someone to kiss, cuddle and share in foreplay.

Now I am not knocking ONS, if that's your choice, by all means, do you!!! But as they say, "buyers beware." You may wind up with a clingy one and if your sex game is on point, you may want to think twice. All it takes is one good hit and someone can go from sane to stalker over good sex. (Trust me, I know. LOL)

However keep in mind this one rule: DON'T EVER ASSUME IT IS MORE THAT IT IS!! Be sure everyone is on the same playing field for maximum enjoyment. I say this because there are some that assume sex = relationships. Not at all.

I know people are saying ONS and BC are so risque, so many diseases. I NEVER said go raw! That should be a given but for those that need to hear it - USE A CONDOM! SAFE SEX = GREAT SEX!

Remember there is nothing dirty about sex as long as we practice safe sex and good hygiene
So live, love, have great sex and be happy.

Masturbation - The Original Teenage Love Affair!

From the Desk of Lady Diva

No I am not talking about your first crush or high school sweetheart. I am talking about MASTURBATION!!!! Yes, you read it right!

We all know that before we knew how to kiss, some of us were experiencing the satisfaction of that sweet orgasm. Men, don't think the ladies don't know that you have been practicing jacking off at 11, 12, 13. Ding, ding, ding...that when the teenage love affair begins. Hell, we were rubbing the Kat too. I mean, naturally, if we can't pleasure ourselves, how can we expect you to know what to do or help YOU help US get there, for that matter.

Let me see if I can remember when I first fell in love with masturbating. Oh yes, we are in love. A friend to the end, will never let you down and always there to lend a helping hand (smile). It had to be in junior high school. All the the girls and boys were discussing which "base" they had gotten too and with whom. Poor me, I didn't know even know how to kiss, much less touch and play with a penis or myself. So on one of my nights of solitude - the nights when my brother and sister were sleep before me - I went in the bathroom for my second bath (my cover in the event someone woke up) and began to find the spot that woke a feeling in me that made me smile like the Cheshire cat. I unconsciously began to play with my nipples which excited me and then I began to feel this rhythmic pulse between my legs. When I found where the sensation was coming from, I allowed my finger to dance to its beat.

Now for all those that don't remember your first orgasm is the most scariest and powerful shit you have yet to experience. I couldn't stop my leg from shaking, chills were running up and down my spine; I wanted to scream. Just when I thought I couldn't take anymore my body began to spasm and a rush of calm filled me from head to toe.

Although it was the best thing that could have happened to me, I felt awkward and knew I couldn't share this with any of my friends. Therefore, I retreated to the pages in my journal. I never had the urge to try it again (not until I was 21). It was a great experience, I guess I just wasn't ready for what was next; Facing my sexuality. (Sorry that's another topic for another day). It was another 2 years before I allowed anyone <---(pay attention) anyone to play with Miss Kitty and another 5 before I was forced to do it for myself. Lol. However, that first orgasm set the precedent for future encounters and became an addiction there after. Like a dope fiend needing a hit, I now had the itch for more.

If you have a comment or a story to share on your "Teenage Love Affair" feel free to share it here.

Lady Diva

Welcome to Give It To Me Right!

Welcome to Give It To Me Right!.

This site is not for the "holier-than-thou" kind or prudes who believe sex is a secret and should be kept behind closed doors. Give It To Me Right! is here to liberate sex for all the closet freaks to feel comfortable in their sexual nature. I believe sex is the most beautiful gift alive and should be celebrated like a holiday. Therefore, I have created this space to post hot topics in the world of love, lust and sex, air my dirty laundry and give you the opportunity to air yours too.

Let's face it sex is the most powerful drug to date. It can heal depression, headaches, toothache, dry skin and the list goes on. Hell, it has lowered the risk of breast cancer. LOL. Seriously, everybody is doing it and wants to kiss and tell but scared to be the first or be labeled.

I am secure in my sexuality and embrace my inner freak so the gloves are off.
Nothing is off limits here so pop your wine, crack your liquor or whatever you prefer to get you in the mood for some mental foreplay.

The content on this site will be Rated X - For Mature Audience Only! You have been warned!

Keep up with our weekly post. We look forward to your comments and participation.

Sweet Creamy Dreams,

Lady Diva